today's dilemma
its too hard to explain yet too hard to think on whats stuck in my mind.
even tho ive been thinking about my wedd, --> its good to think about the wedd,the dress,gifts,makeup,rings, meaning,alert!!! but am not actualy think about the preparation,am thinking about something else!! something "i cant describe" in my head..and slowly will crack and explode in the mean time am getting the solution.the truth is, its also relates with other things..perhaps its naturally in ppls mind that when the times getting nearer, more it will be stressful..damn me when everytime am sitting,or doing nething alone,,theres an evil keep tracking in my mind and im stranded with all of his words.the drooling evil keep asking me to forget about my wedding...and it is so mean of him to ask me run away from what am facing rite now..it shouldnt be like this,.am facing this situation quite lots of time and it hurts :((
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lack of awareness?? or should i say, dumb in making decision???
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Mr Boyfriend : I love u, dont worry..we try our best to make it real ok...we have to be strong.-->
Calm = i need that!! if not,i will be damn ugly crazy jimbo lady!!
its too hard to explain yet too hard to think on whats stuck in my mind.
even tho ive been thinking about my wedd, --> its good to think about the wedd,the dress,gifts,makeup,rings, meaning,alert!!! but am not actualy think about the preparation,am thinking about something else!! something "i cant describe" in my head..and slowly will crack and explode in the mean time am getting the solution.the truth is, its also relates with other things..perhaps its naturally in ppls mind that when the times getting nearer, more it will be stressful..damn me when everytime am sitting,or doing nething alone,,theres an evil keep tracking in my mind and im stranded with all of his words.the drooling evil keep asking me to forget about my wedding...and it is so mean of him to ask me run away from what am facing rite now..it shouldnt be like this,.am facing this situation quite lots of time and it hurts :((
****
lack of awareness?? or should i say, dumb in making decision???
****
Mr Boyfriend : I love u, dont worry..we try our best to make it real ok...we have to be strong.-->
Calm = i need that!! if not,i will be damn ugly crazy jimbo lady!!
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